Friday, December 30, 2005
how i envy...
what is perfection to me? or am i just reaching out for my far fetched dream... is it mine to behold? tell me. peacefully. in depth, i`m struggling and gasping for air. is that for period?
all i need is you. trust me.
3:51 PM
how i envy...
what is perfection to me? or am i just reaching out for my far fetched dream... is it mine to behold? tell me. peacefully. in depth, i`m struggling and gasping for air. is that for period?
all i need is you. trust me.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 3:51 PM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
yeah.. NARNIA with dear, binghong and aaron tomorrow. looking so much forward to it. anyways, i got myself a job already. part time though. flexible time, so-so pay rate. well, that's good enough. i earn some money and i have time for dear i hope. oh yupsS, 'brunching' with xiaoyan at compass point at 12noon. miss her loads. gonna have a good chat and some gossips perhaps. craving for kfc. and i jolly well know that i`ve been putting on much weight. gotta slim down real soon. hopefully my job can help a little. bleahSs.. mouthy goodies for dear tomorrow as a form of repaying him. he`s so bony already, must feed him with more food, if not it`s really a heartache for me. the night is still so young, but i have to turn in soon as promised to him. well, better for my body also i guess.
crazy elephant with my girls on friday night? perhaps..
exciting countdown with dear on saturday!!!
counting down to 2006--->3 days. enjoy the last few days of 2005.
nitesS...
1:04 AM
yeah.. NARNIA with dear, binghong and aaron tomorrow. looking so much forward to it. anyways, i got myself a job already. part time though. flexible time, so-so pay rate. well, that's good enough. i earn some money and i have time for dear i hope. oh yupsS, 'brunching' with xiaoyan at compass point at 12noon. miss her loads. gonna have a good chat and some gossips perhaps. craving for kfc. and i jolly well know that i`ve been putting on much weight. gotta slim down real soon. hopefully my job can help a little. bleahSs.. mouthy goodies for dear tomorrow as a form of repaying him. he`s so bony already, must feed him with more food, if not it`s really a heartache for me. the night is still so young, but i have to turn in soon as promised to him. well, better for my body also i guess.
crazy elephant with my girls on friday night? perhaps..
exciting countdown with dear on saturday!!!
counting down to 2006--->3 days. enjoy the last few days of 2005.
nitesS...
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:04 AM
dust-dust
Saturday, December 24, 2005
just got to realised that i have`nt been blogging for nearly a week. *coughs and sniffles* dust`s collecting here in my bloggie, but no worries, just changed the layout and added this very entry. was actually kinda lazy but when i saw dar's bloggie, i thought it`s time to do something for my dear bloggie as well.
well, it`s christmas eve today! merry christmas to all in advance!!! well, about 14 hours later i`m gonna meet my dear to pass him his present. guess he won`t like them. *sniffles* sorry dear. i planning for something more realistic for your birthday instead. i hope you understand alright? tomorrow evening gonna meet up with the other 2 couples to celebrate this christmas together at cosy bay. hopefully it`s not too crowded and we can get the tower seats so that we can have a perfect view of the night scenery. *so excited now* have`nt been seeing dear for 2 days and i've been rather bad to him lately. my incorrigible missy-missy-temper. i can`t go on like this, i must improve on being a better lover cum companion of his. i really want to apologise to him. sorry dear. it`s so hard on you i know. but true enough, i`m blessed with a better boyfriend each time. and this christmas and on-coming valentines` day i won`t be so coldly alone(as in without a special someone) like last december and this year`s valentines` day.
thank god for eUu.
*snuggles-snuggles* nice weather to sleep in tonight.
lights out.
1:28 AM
just got to realised that i have`nt been blogging for nearly a week. *coughs and sniffles* dust`s collecting here in my bloggie, but no worries, just changed the layout and added this very entry. was actually kinda lazy but when i saw dar's bloggie, i thought it`s time to do something for my dear bloggie as well.
well, it`s christmas eve today! merry christmas to all in advance!!! well, about 14 hours later i`m gonna meet my dear to pass him his present. guess he won`t like them. *sniffles* sorry dear. i planning for something more realistic for your birthday instead. i hope you understand alright? tomorrow evening gonna meet up with the other 2 couples to celebrate this christmas together at cosy bay. hopefully it`s not too crowded and we can get the tower seats so that we can have a perfect view of the night scenery. *so excited now* have`nt been seeing dear for 2 days and i've been rather bad to him lately. my incorrigible missy-missy-temper. i can`t go on like this, i must improve on being a better lover cum companion of his. i really want to apologise to him. sorry dear. it`s so hard on you i know. but true enough, i`m blessed with a better boyfriend each time. and this christmas and on-coming valentines` day i won`t be so coldly alone(as in without a special someone) like last december and this year`s valentines` day.
thank god for eUu.
*snuggles-snuggles* nice weather to sleep in tonight.
lights out.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:28 AM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
hee.. that binghong's action very fast. linked me already. *thumbs up for him*.
oh ya anyways, went to tm today with pearl to get her young sis a birthday present. heyhey, i got dear his one month present too. nicely wrapped, with a wrong wrapping paper which is actually very cute(like me!). but i think dear won`t mind ya? be patient dear, you will know what the box contains on monday! but sadly in the end i had to return home alone `cause pearl had to attend her bans rehearsal at macpherson. haha..
promised dear to sleep before 2 but looking at the clock now makes me feel guilty. perhaps i should stop blogging at this moment?? lolss.. jenna`s getting her results back on monday. all the best to her ya!! if i have the time i will accompany her back to xms to get her results!!! till then maybe..
missing eUu moves me on.
2:25 AM
hee.. that binghong's action very fast. linked me already. *thumbs up for him*.
oh ya anyways, went to tm today with pearl to get her young sis a birthday present. heyhey, i got dear his one month present too. nicely wrapped, with a wrong wrapping paper which is actually very cute(like me!). but i think dear won`t mind ya? be patient dear, you will know what the box contains on monday! but sadly in the end i had to return home alone `cause pearl had to attend her bans rehearsal at macpherson. haha..
promised dear to sleep before 2 but looking at the clock now makes me feel guilty. perhaps i should stop blogging at this moment?? lolss.. jenna`s getting her results back on monday. all the best to her ya!! if i have the time i will accompany her back to xms to get her results!!! till then maybe..
missing eUu moves me on.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:25 AM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
i`m so cold...
it`s so painful, so unbearable.
i`m torn apart and in between.
i know i can forsake the pretence.
i don`t need the mask anyways.
heal me or destroy me.
god, grant me my request alright?? it`s not too much for a little girl like to me ask for? i`m not greedy. sufficient is enough.
strings or no strings attached???
~wo yao de xin fu~
2:30 AM
i`m so cold...
it`s so painful, so unbearable.
i`m torn apart and in between.
i know i can forsake the pretence.
i don`t need the mask anyways.
heal me or destroy me.
god, grant me my request alright?? it`s not too much for a little girl like to me ask for? i`m not greedy. sufficient is enough.
strings or no strings attached???
~wo yao de xin fu~
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 2:30 AM
few days in a row...
Monday, December 12, 2005
been rather lazy to update lately... bleahs... alright, i promised pearl to update so she can read and tag as well. hahas...
09/12--- was so bored at home. went out with candice for some shopping down town. walked all the way from far east plaza to plaza singapura. thought i was`nt able to endure because i was feeling abit unwell but i`d made it man!!! *claps for myself* bought a set of clothes for the sentosa trip the next day and was off to meet dear and the mac staff for steamboat at marina. met christopher`s daughter natalie... she's so pretty and adorable! so lovable!!! after the dinner went to do some arcading. reached home in the wee hours. chatted to dear. was upsetted and my sleep was kinda disrupted. ~heartbroken~
10/12--- overslept a lil`. nonetheless still packed my bag hurriedly and met dear. went to mac to meet the rest of the crews and manager. off to sentosa next. chatted with dar winnie on the train on the phone.. both of us had our problems. *sighs* the people from mac are very nice. they make me feel less left out. only dear was too engrossed in his games till i was kinda neglected. did`nt blame him though. he needed some fun too. finally the sun came out from its nap and i can have a moment to suntan!!! but the moments did`nt last long. well, it`s ok. i benefited abit actually. abit more tanned... and not sunburnt at all!! GREAT! i ate very little that day. good for me too. so i can slim down a lil`. k boxed with dear and some of the others till 2 plus am. reached my pig sty at 3. off to bed.
11/12--- muscle ached. out with dear to parkway parade to meet his alan didi. cute boy. bleahSs.. shHhh... off to plaza singapura to get our rings done. loves them. loves *him more...
12/12--- still muscle ached. out with "sister" kaisheng for some shopping(his shopping though!). met up with 2 of my dearies and kl at mac for dinner and "zuo-bo". pissed with dear. ^@*#%$!^%&* for some reason.. better pamper me!!! humpF!!! waiting for him to finish work and pass me something... anyways it`s 1am plus already. still waiting... bath time 1st!!!
spirited~
12:47 AM
been rather lazy to update lately... bleahs... alright, i promised pearl to update so she can read and tag as well. hahas...
09/12--- was so bored at home. went out with candice for some shopping down town. walked all the way from far east plaza to plaza singapura. thought i was`nt able to endure because i was feeling abit unwell but i`d made it man!!! *claps for myself* bought a set of clothes for the sentosa trip the next day and was off to meet dear and the mac staff for steamboat at marina. met christopher`s daughter natalie... she's so pretty and adorable! so lovable!!! after the dinner went to do some arcading. reached home in the wee hours. chatted to dear. was upsetted and my sleep was kinda disrupted. ~heartbroken~
10/12--- overslept a lil`. nonetheless still packed my bag hurriedly and met dear. went to mac to meet the rest of the crews and manager. off to sentosa next. chatted with dar winnie on the train on the phone.. both of us had our problems. *sighs* the people from mac are very nice. they make me feel less left out. only dear was too engrossed in his games till i was kinda neglected. did`nt blame him though. he needed some fun too. finally the sun came out from its nap and i can have a moment to suntan!!! but the moments did`nt last long. well, it`s ok. i benefited abit actually. abit more tanned... and not sunburnt at all!! GREAT! i ate very little that day. good for me too. so i can slim down a lil`. k boxed with dear and some of the others till 2 plus am. reached my pig sty at 3. off to bed.
11/12--- muscle ached. out with dear to parkway parade to meet his alan didi. cute boy. bleahSs.. shHhh... off to plaza singapura to get our rings done. loves them. loves *him more...
12/12--- still muscle ached. out with "sister" kaisheng for some shopping(his shopping though!). met up with 2 of my dearies and kl at mac for dinner and "zuo-bo". pissed with dear. ^@*#%$!^%&* for some reason.. better pamper me!!! humpF!!! waiting for him to finish work and pass me something... anyways it`s 1am plus already. still waiting... bath time 1st!!!
spirited~
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:47 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
cooped up at home. perhaps later gonna meet my dear candice at town. rather lazy to go town but i got nothing to do at home. bad karma. dun wanna talk about it.
what's the difference now???
hates *it*!!!!!!!
12:53 PM
cooped up at home. perhaps later gonna meet my dear candice at town. rather lazy to go town but i got nothing to do at home. bad karma. dun wanna talk about it.
what's the difference now???
hates *it*!!!!!!!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:53 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i`m living the dream~
you light up my life---this is all i know now.
remember what you said to me.
i no longer believe in promises now.
i believe in the power of determination.
cherish me.
and i make sure i won`t leave.
one more thing---i believe in destiny.
too much to dream now...
*in my lala-land*
^_^
1:29 AM
i`m living the dream~
you light up my life---this is all i know now.
remember what you said to me.
i no longer believe in promises now.
i believe in the power of determination.
cherish me.
and i make sure i won`t leave.
one more thing---i believe in destiny.
too much to dream now...
*in my lala-land*
^_^
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:29 AM
Monday, December 05, 2005
needless to say, the first thing i`m gonna do is to wish my dar a very happy 19th birthday. i hope she really enjoyed herself yesterday! MUACKS!!!
and thanks dearie for accompanying me today. was so bored at home. went for dinner at tampines and then watched a movie. so-so only i supposed, so i was kinda disappointed. dearie`s nice to me but it seems that i`m always bullying him. LOL! i really have to learn to be a better girlfriend, after the previous relationship i had. i can`t fail because of the same stupid excuse again. i shall not promise but i will try ok??! well, it`s getting late and tomorrow i`m still meeting dearie in the morning. better off to sleep soon... updates more later...
take care peeps!!
1:34 AM
needless to say, the first thing i`m gonna do is to wish my dar a very happy 19th birthday. i hope she really enjoyed herself yesterday! MUACKS!!!
and thanks dearie for accompanying me today. was so bored at home. went for dinner at tampines and then watched a movie. so-so only i supposed, so i was kinda disappointed. dearie`s nice to me but it seems that i`m always bullying him. LOL! i really have to learn to be a better girlfriend, after the previous relationship i had. i can`t fail because of the same stupid excuse again. i shall not promise but i will try ok??! well, it`s getting late and tomorrow i`m still meeting dearie in the morning. better off to sleep soon... updates more later...
take care peeps!!
loves *you*!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 1:34 AM
stuffed...
Thursday, December 01, 2005
i`m intoxicated. again suffocated.
thought i could say goodbye to those rubbish, but yet i suffer relapses. it`s the cruel reality of humans that brought them back and make them reappear. sick. triumph was over. for goodness sake, i hate it when i`m again among the valleys of the mountains. i stooped low.
enough said. i know i still have to carry on my life. look far miss koh!!!
12:55 PM
i`m intoxicated. again suffocated.
thought i could say goodbye to those rubbish, but yet i suffer relapses. it`s the cruel reality of humans that brought them back and make them reappear. sick. triumph was over. for goodness sake, i hate it when i`m again among the valleys of the mountains. i stooped low.
enough said. i know i still have to carry on my life. look far miss koh!!!
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 12:55 PM